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[	Current Music	|	I got it from my mama and Ray's never ending story-telling! :D	]

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.
How true is this?
Something to ponder over~

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I feel tt way f you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your smile,
so many little things that make me feel tt tt moment was eternity.
The way you greeted me, and tt one word which comes from nowhere expected,
the way that you care and show such invisible devotion.
The way that your charm, fills me with desire,
and how you lift me up with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The 'impossible dreams' that I go gaga over, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you would finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you seems like the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling friends of what I feel,
but maybe all you just need t know is i wish my love for you is real.

omg what am i thinking?! sometimes i ponder over and attempting to
make unnecessary bets just to prove tt things will go the way i really want it to b,
but is this really the way or merely just a highway tt imma on~
Idk, so we'll just see how things goes f you make me smile even w though lil stares here and there! :D

The best thing about me is you <3

[	Current Location	|	Crazae class!	]
[	Current Mood	|	hopeful	]
[	Current Music	|	Denise's singing :D	]

Angeline didn't knw that you matter so much until i felt hurt by your words, just three words can change my mood for the whole day~ Omg how louser can i get, i mean it's just three words and the impact on me felt like forever. I think all i need is time, i do treasure you but why are you tormenting me like this. Promises? I don't even knw how do you define 'Promises' as now.

Thanks to all who knws how i've been feeling all these while and lifting me up with all the assurance that really made my days livelier, appreciated, if you guys are even reading this. Lending me your shoulders and your ears for me to lean on and having to listen to my whines all :D THANK YOU SO MUCH , LOVES! <3 I'll be there when you guys need me too ya, everything which i can provide you with, within my ability, I'll do it just to make you smile for youre worth it, baby (:

True indeed, God knws all even before we even knw what is gonna happen but he has the divine power to bring you thru all these merely thru a message. D r Ar. Bernard was the speaker for sunday's service, he's really a man who is beyond awesome, seriously (: Call it coincidental or God's incidence. Just as i dont even knw what i needed at almost the lowest point of my life now, i believe it was God who send a great man for him, Dr Ar. Bernard to preach a word which really touch my heart, showing me that indeed God is real and i finally found out what i really needed all these while. Faith was sorta his topic which he touched on during ytd's service, and tt was the answer that i've been searching so hard for just t find myself back once again, i was lost, lost in a world whereby i could not even find a way out to save myself. His message was soo good that i felt that everything happened so quickly to the extent that i couldn't believe my eyes when i realised that the service was gonna end. What i felt at tt moment was just, 'I WANT MORE, MORE OF YOUR WORD'. I guess i was never tt hungry for the word of God, but this is gonna last, wanting more of your word. 

Have Faith, Trust in God for he'll bring you thru all things :D
A reasoned trust for God and tts the hupostasis to even begin with (:

Hoping tt things will be the same again cus you matters to me more than how much you think youre worth~
Everything's gonna be alrighteexzzxz and i'll stay strong to overcome it :D